Today is a very special day for me, It’s me and my loves 2 years anniversary! I can’t believe it’s been two years. Two years and I love him even more everyday. Words cant explain how I feel now when he is miles away from me, its hard, it really is, I just want to hold him, so he can feel how much I care, how much I cherish what we have. He is such a strong person, he’s strength is so hard to find. The way he touched my heart and soul is still a mystery. Thank you for being so kind and strong!
I love his incredible intellect, his creativeness, the sound of his breathing when he is asleep, his voice which flows to my heart, the way he holds my hands, the way he never gives up on me, the way he treasure the gifts and memories I give him. The feeling he gives me everyday, that he is by my side no matter what. He makes me feel so beautiful. He loves me unconditionally! He makes me want to be a better person everyday!
I dedicate this poem to you, the love of my life, my best friend, my all. I love you Nima,with all my heart!
He is beautiful, so very beautiful
Just like a winter's shining landscape,
As delicate as the petals of a daisy,
And as freely as the eagle soaring against the blue
His eyes are as mysterious as the calm sea
Everything about him is so very precious,
More precious than all the gems in the world
His soul is the essence of the sky and earth,
His feelings are a volcano that is yet to explode
His smile is the smile of lost innocence.
Pain vibrates deep inside of his gentle heart.
A lock shuts in the disturbed thoughts of his mind,
A mind with as many roads as the world has.
I look at him and I see a pure truth,
Like looking at a clear night sky,
Millions of stars twinkle within him.
He is beauty as I defined it,
He is perfect, his imperfections make him so.
He is my best friend, and I love him,
I love him although, not because.
And I would give up all the things which I think are pretty
If only I can hold his beauty within me,
For he is everything in this world,
And I have found a world in him.
I have been feeling more tiered and exhausted these days. I just feel very empty, like something is missing, its like a puzzle missing some pieces. I just feel stuck and feel like there is not much I can do. Do you ever feel like that? I look back at a couple of years ago, the dreams and hopes I used to have and sometimes feel like a failure.
what I've learned is that things don't always turn out the way you want, most of the time it doesn't actually. But when I really think about this,I don't consider myself as a failure,because I know how much I'm capable of, and what I can do, and that's a lot. What I can do is to keep fighting and trying to stay strong, there is not much more I can do. Sometimes when I get really scared I forget that the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most.
I know everyone feels lost and cunfused sometimes, you just want to find your way again, your way home, whatever home means to you. For some people home means your family, for other its the arms of someone special you love. Please remember:
I would like you to do me a favour!
♥ If you have studied design/advertisement,please tell me, Im very interested to know more since Im applying to universities right now. Though I know that not alot of people study design.