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2 years today!


Today is a very special day for me, It’s me and my loves 2 years anniversary! I can’t believe it’s been two years. Two years and I love him even more everyday. Words cant explain how I feel now when he is miles away from me, its hard, it really is, I just want to hold him, so he can feel how much I care, how much I cherish what we have.  He is such a strong person, he’s strength is so hard to find. The way he touched my heart and soul is still a mystery. Thank you for being so kind and strong!


I love his incredible intellect, his creativeness, the sound of his breathing when he is asleep, his voice which flows to my heart, the way he holds my hands, the way he never gives up on me, the way he treasure the gifts and memories I give him. The feeling he gives me everyday, that he is by my side no matter what.  He makes me feel so beautiful. He loves me unconditionally! He makes me want to be a better person everyday!




Dedicated to my love!



I dedicate this poem to you, the love of my life, my best friend, my all. I love you Nima,with all my heart!  

He is beautiful, so very beautiful
Just like a winter's shining landscape,
As delicate as the petals of a daisy,
And as freely as the eagle soaring against the blue

His eyes are as mysterious as the calm sea
Everything about him is so very precious,
More precious than all the gems in the world
His soul is the essence of the sky and earth,
His feelings are a volcano that is yet to explode
His smile is the smile of lost innocence.

Pain vibrates deep inside of his gentle heart.
A lock shuts in the disturbed thoughts of his mind,
A mind with as many roads as the world has.
I look at him and I see a pure truth,
Like looking at a clear night sky,
Millions of stars twinkle within him.

He is beauty as I defined it,
He is perfect, his imperfections make him so.
He is my best friend, and I love him,
I love him although, not because.

And I would give up all the things which I think are pretty
If only I can hold his beauty within me,
For he is everything in this world,
And I have found a world in him.


  






Featured art   




...in love by oprisco Summer Love by HollyBroomhall Time Goes By by soulofautumn87:thumb47452688: Lovely Couple 10 by vicviper:thumb75106876: Kiss The Bride by Lucanos 6.03.07 - J and M 2 by rubixcu8e Love by Strange-Illusions:thumb82945989: in a ball of yarn by whereismouse :thumb15424162: .lovebirds. by b-photo NYC couple by JC-Photography cute old couple by mkmcdonald:thumb50735757::thumb107403687: ... by canca

PhotoEdit - WallE by Cheese-Monkey I wish you every happiness. by 6Artificial6 ...a sea of dreams by foureyes:thumb61791730::thumb65049410: The Cat's Melody by Hiki-Hiki Together Forever by yuniarko:thumb113340779: Sky Whisper by CocoLovesChanel Ink Sea by ahermin:thumb89764973: Ocean song by etchepare real love? by vanilla-tapes piano man by chibighibli love by foart Angel by Pr3t3nd3r Holding Up the Stars by Spectrolite Stars in My Hands by Skybase




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Breakdown

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Incomplete

I have been feeling more tiered and exhausted these days. I just feel very empty, like something is missing, its like a puzzle missing some pieces. I just feel stuck and feel like there is not much I can do. Do you ever feel like that? I look back at a couple of years ago, the dreams and hopes I used to have and sometimes feel like a failure.

what I've learned is that things don't always turn out the way you want, most of the time it doesn't actually. But when I really think about this,I don't consider myself as a failure,because I know how much I'm capable of, and what I can do, and that's a lot. What I can do is to keep fighting and trying to stay strong, there is not much more I can do. Sometimes when I get really scared I forget that the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most.

I know everyone feels lost and cunfused sometimes, you just want to find your way again, your way home, whatever home means to you. For some people home means your family, for other its the arms of someone special you love. Please remember:

  



"when you find yourself lost in the darkness and despair, remember it's only in the black of night you see the stars. And those stars will lead you back home. So don't be scared to fall,you will find your way back and maybe achive more than you could have imagined on the way"    </p>

Design/advertisement?  



I would like you to do me a favour!

♥ If you have studied design/advertisement,please tell me, Im very interested to know more since Im applying to universities right now. Though I know that not alot of people study design.   
  




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Featured art   




:thumb106903637::thumb98550114: in a ball of yarn by whereismouse : alone with the waves : by utopic-man Rays of Hope by WiciaQ:thumb49997748: our future together . by suk0shi-hamu




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I have received a couple of these messages now and I knew that something was wrong with it so, Heads up folks, a new spam message on DA! This time it is:


:bulletblack:Hey. check out this funny blog!! LOL CLICK HERE

This is not a funny blog. This is called web forgery and it means that this page tricks you into revealing your personal and/or financial information on a page that you do trust, like DA! ANd when you get such a message from one of your true friends, its hard to ignore it, but Please don't click on this! If you enter information on this page, it may result in identity theft or other fraud.

And don't forget to report and hide the message after reading this.

Love/sarah
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You never think that its going to happen to you, until it hits you, until it really does happen to you! You hear about a death in your friends family, you get upset, but still you don’t think that its going to happen to you! You see it on the news, shows on TV, movies, you see people dying in hospitals, you see the expression of an old lady who knows that time is running out, you see a car crash, a storm, a war .. the list can go on forever!

Sometimes this subject is very hard to talk about, some people even believe that if we don’t talk about it, death is going to be far away and we are protected like this. Some people close their eyes to this, without thinking straight, its just to hard to talk about and to think about..

I lost a friend a couple of days ago and these days have been very hard for me, I’m sure you understand and I’m sure that a lot of you have experienced this. So please don’t ask what happened :heart:

I'm not writing this to get your sympathy and support, (even though I know that you are all great supportive people) I just want to tell you guys to please, and I repeat please spend time with people that you really love, don’t take it for granted. Because when someone close to us pass away, we feel awful, we are hurt and we decide that we are gong to enjoy life more, spend more time with people we love, but what happens after a couple of weeks? We forget, don’t we? I know I have .. and I don’t want to do that again!

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SO moooving on, 2009 is almost here!! :party: I want to wish you all a wonderful new year, Thank you so much for your support, I really appreciate all of you taking the time to watch my work! I haven't been keeping up here like I should and I know that I have a lot of journals, messages to catch up too and I will try to answer as soon as I can.

I hope you're all well and don’t forget that in life there are high and low moments but don’t ever give up on what you believe!

:bulletorange:Update:bulletorange:

Thank you all for your nice journal comments, it means a lot. Writing this was hard and i hope that I didn't upset you guys, i just want the best for you, i don't want you to realize things when its too late, like I did. Special thanks to my sweet friend Kathy Evil-e33 you are amazing! And congrats to cris CrisVector on the deviousness award! :clap:

Once again, I wish you all a happy new year!!  

Love/Sara

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“If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would tape each word and action,
and play them back throughout my days.”


:bulletorange:Watchers feature:bulletorange:

Daniele
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:thumb92100062: :thumb91957502: Radiance by dandelgrosso Celestial by dandelgrosso

Daniela
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Minimalistic Drop by dansch:thumb84820341: Life can be so colorful by dansch:thumb98545931:

Cris
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Metamorphosis by CrisVector Hero by CrisVector The Nuclear Nightmare by CrisVector

Cindy
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Magical meeting by CindysArt Sadness by CindysArt Not alone by CindysArt

Amanda
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Headfirst for Halos by shebid Winter '08 by shebid

Sarah
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..::Autumn Wonderland::.. by Whimsical-Dreams

Amber
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Mesmerize by TerrorCookie Day After Day by TerrorCookie

Kathy
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Sinan
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drops's love at the sunset by sinanTR
:thumb105874762: spotted droplets by sinanTR

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Happy Birthday!!

99 Red Balloons by lost-angle :thumb83923147:


Today is the birthday of someone that i really care about, the love of my life. I wish that i could be with him today. Though there are miles between us now separating us, they all disappear when I think of his kind heart. Everything is harder than ever for us right now, but it won’t take away my love for him. I hope that someday, I can make his dreams come true! I hope that one day his hearth will overflow with joy, the way he deserves!



Happy birthday my love, I'm very proud of you!
I hope that you will always Shine bright!




The pictures that I'm featuring here represents love,hope,future, memories, beauty that i see in his eyes everyday..


All photographers, great work! Thank you for helping me to express my feeling with your lovely work!

Love
Darling, I Love You by pinkparis1233 Love. by leni-1 :thumb57566534:
:thumb42619035: NYC couple by JC-Photography
Cute by takingshelter Old couple by stereopolique happiness... by A-L-C-H-E-M-I-S-T
Couple by iloveyourface-x
couple by AnandHalim Sweet Couple by giuliame

Missing you
I Miss Y.O.U by DxButterfly :thumb81229939:
:thumb39587399: The lovers of Bordeaux by ChristineAmat
Distance Between Us by marksda1 :thumb53753721:
i miss you by jannas16
I miss you, mum ... by vvejaa I miss you by lovehate-eternal

Future
happiness by wint3r88 Simple  happiness. by yestrdaysforgivn
happiness by 2jL Hold me by shazeensamad
Happiness by sakiryildirim Zeng and Jei Wedding II by Mecca8 :thumb17138863:
:thumb90382806: ONE SHOOT by fotouczniak
Wedding couple by mayoran Genuine. by Be-at
Freaking out by KlinischUndicht Untitled 16 by ErosTurranos
When you just smile by Rhyagelle :thumb102086289:
:thumb104392246: :thumb97571708:
:thumb104282855: :thumb95619323:

Everything beautiful in the world that i see in his eyes..
Joy by onixa Ups. where am I? by 6Artificial6
Under Heavens by Erni009 Follow me by justeline Alone by JazzYourSoul
:thumb104541970: : : s n o w d r e a m : : by utopic-man
find the colour by toko
sunshine by orcunceyhan these autumn leaves by bailey--elizabeth
Purple Spear 1 by mentaldragon LilyColour by KatyKoo Summer is over.. by closer-to-heaven
:thumb102741264: :thumb100231788:
Flying Seagull 3 by photohouse Pods. by TY-Photography :thumb95771751:
LOVE'ly sunshine... by merrioarra :thumb102244925:
cozy by twinkleaira HIDE+SEEK by MadzZ :thumb94848592:
:thumb53858475: :thumb103843415: Ink Sea by ahermin
True love.. by mademoisellesauvage This is not a love song by MoonHuntress


Memories
Wall.E by Angelo975 Stars by Tiberius47
:thumb88443762: :thumb93131408:
Chaikovski Piano by CaGaTaYGENCAY Happy new year by st-solid-snake
:thumb15424162:



since this journal was accidentally deleted, I had to find the pictures that i featured again,but i didnt have too since Nima (:heart:) knew the links and put together everything like before! I love you!
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